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Kacey

It feels like it's been a whole lot longer than a month since me and Milly were kidnapped. I feel alone. I know I have Milly and Ty, but Milly is fighting her own demons and I don't know how to help her when I'm battling with my own. Once Orlando finds out I let dreads take my place and get shot when it should've been me he will finish what that jerk couldn't.

I have been having nightmares ever since. The doctor has given me medication to help me sleep and relax, but I just can't because the scene keeps playing in my head over and off again like a broken record. I can still picture dreads sitting opposite mf and that jerk feeling our cause neither of us were giving him tgd answers about his brother. 

He pointed the gun to Dreads head.  I wanted to scream for him to stop  and tell him that Dreads knew nothing about Dean's whereabouts  even though I didn't. 

All I know is Orlando and Daniel had shown up at college and taken him, but where to was even a mystery to me. I knew I couldn't  land Orlando abx sanirm in it Milly wouldn't  forgive me and neither would I.  Orlando would drag me down to the dungeons and both him and Daniel wouldn't think twice before putting a bullet in my head and shooting me dead for me going against them. 

I didn't know Dreads personally but I knew he worked for Orlando and his ora screamed danger. What I had not known was that he was a well known drug lord and if it ever got out there would be a film blown war. I looked into Dread's eyes pleading with him to let me speak but he held my gaze, tempting me not to. Praying and begging me not to. As I looked at him one more time, the gun to his head that jerks finger in the trigger. I went to open my mouth, His eyes begged me to keep it shut so I did.

BANG!

My eyes shot open s**t the sweat was pressuring and trilling down my face. I had another nightmare. I must've closed my eyes again. This shir was happening more  frequently the news weren’t helping they went even holding them at bay anymore .

Milly

I feel sick. I just want to vomit. All I can think about is how that prick had violated me by taking what he wanted just to get answers I couldn't give.  It was like a rerun. All I could think about was what happened there over and over again. There was no escaping that fear of what happened, the fear of what could happen over and over again. Him touching me forcing his fingers inside mg one by one making me scream out for him to stop. I had no idea evst he was hoping to achieve by it, whatever it was, it hadn't worked. 

When he attacked me the following day I was so f*****g scared.  I saw the anger in his eyes cause I wouldn't give him straight answers. I had told him all I knew but he couldn't accept it. I saw the evil glint in his eyes . I knew what was about to happen. I had to stop it, that's when I blurted out that Dean had planned to rape me like he was right now. He looked at me as of contemplating his next move the next thing I knew he was dead and I was screaming 

Daniel had killed him and shoved his dead body off me and pulled me into his arms and lifted me up off the ground and carried me out of there, telling me everything was okay. But it would never be okay. I had a mental brain diet before I finally gave in letting the doctors do their job the sooner it was done the better.  Daniel had come to me in the private hospital room and sat next to me, holding my hands in his. The doctor followed him in telling me his lucky I was and the procedures I would give to go through to get my hands working again. After that my worst nightmare came  true. That prick had ripped my vaginal wall whilst he assayed me. I felt sick and the tears slipped down my cheek. Daniel wiped them away. I flinched away. This was all his fault. If they had just left well alone I wouldn't be like this. I have no idea how Kacey is. I haven't seen her since we were brought home. I knew one thing: I would never forgive him for this.

A few days later I finally  got to see Kacey and we shared our stories and our tears, one thing that's for certain neither of us were going to forgive them for what they had done. 

Ty

I hate seeing Kacey like this. She looked so hollow. She had refused to talk about what happened at the Millers . I cant believe Valentino stopped so low we were friends once. Though he was never there for me when the hemmings beat me half to death before the Greens had intervened. 

I could understand for the life of me why he just didn't approach Orlando. They were on the same side as I understand until his brother broke the rules and sided with the hemmings just to get his end away. I wasn't too sure where Valentino stood on this but for sure the rest of the Millers wouldn't be too pleased and as soon as they found out about wgsf had transpired there would be a full-scale war.

I had noticed my sister getting edgy. We knew she was hiding something she was scared of sharing though we already knew what it was. We decided to give her time to tell us she needed time to heal from what she had been through, but we'd all be there for her.

I'd noticed she was furthering herself away from Orlando. I had assumed it was because of the secret she was holding. The one that was giving her nightmares but she had gathered  all of her belongings and taken them out of his room and vacated another to further herself from him. 

Milly hadn't spoken to any of them; she just hid in her room. She'd pushed Daniel away we had no idea why but the doctors suggested it was to do with wgsf happened to her and tk give get time to adjust to all of us. And for Daniel to be patient with her and make sure not to touch her  cause it may spark of unwanted reputations he had agreed unsure that he could get through it but me and Orlando were both here to help him though it.