I Am Putting Me First

Violet's Pov

I lay in bed, staring up at the ceiling, the darkness surrounding me. My mind was racing, filled with thoughts and emotions that I couldn't seem to shake. I tossed and turned, trying to find a comfortable position, but it was no use. Sleep was elusive, slipping further and further away with each passing moment.

My thoughts wandered, jumping from one thing to the next. I thought about what happened earlier, the strange meeting with Rachel and then Jason, I was replaying conversations and interactions in my mind. I worried about whether I said the right thing or if I came across as too awkward or needy or weak. I felt like I was constantly second guessing myself, never feeling quite confident in my actions or decisions.

There is no way he would do it right? He should just be talkin……