Mercy

And then I felt myself crying. He must have sensed my silent discomfort as I felt him pull out his thumb from the firey burn it was causing in my poor butt.

I let go of the pent up breath I had been holding onto. Whew!

His c**k dove deeper as he released my neck and pulled my hips up to give him deeper access. Now on my hands and knees arching to meet him.

Digging his fingers into the flesh of both hips.

He was hurting me now and I felt conflicted by it. On one hand, I was focusing on the pain of his grip.

On the other hand, I wanted more. I want mine. He wasn't letting me come around him. He was taking his own, without me.

He was controlling me as he pulled back, almost completely, then shoved himself tightly inside. Pulling out and sliding back in.

" Oh, come on!" I sighed in frustration.

Then a rumbling laugh from the beast as he flattened me out, all his weight on me, one hand gripping my neck. The other slid under to pinch my n****e between his fingers.

I moaned at his touch. More!

Then his mouth lowered to my back as he bit into my shoulder.

His teeth clinging to my skin and holding me in place like a wild animal in heat.

" You need something from me?" he asked, releasing his teeth from my back.

I whimpered.

"Then...you will beg me for it."He said softly.

I tried to shake him loose.

" Never." I said in weak defiance.

His mouth tightened it's hold on my back as his c**k slowly pulled all the way out of me.

" Wait!" I cried as I struggled for release from his hold on me.

I tried to move, to pull him back inside me. But...he was too heavy, his body holding mine down.

" Tell me what you want Miss Holmes." his voice was strained now, he was not as in control as he seemed.

I shook my head. His hand tightening on my nape.

" Let me up. I'll take over. Let me ride on top." I said as he released my nape to press my head into the pillow.

" No."

" Yes!" I said in a muffled voice.

I wasn't afraid of him, not one little bit.

I knew if I told him he was hurting me, he would release me immediately.

But I wasn't ready. I wanted to test how far this new beast of mine would take this thing. I fought him, bucking my body up and struggling for breath.

His hand shot up back to my neck, holding me in place. I froze.

This was it, this was where he would strike and punish me for fighting him. I smiled. "Please Ivy." I said, my voice low and weak as I begged him.

He suddenly released me and roughly lifted me up in his arms and cradled me like a baby.

He pressed his forehead to mine.

" You scared of me Holmes?" He asked, feeling me catch my breath, as it had turned ragged underneath him.

I shook my head.

" Sometimes I forget what you went through in childhood. I'm sorry January. I shouldn't have done that to you." He kissed my cheek.

I pushed him back and straddled him.

"I wasn't scared of you. I was begging you to punish me!" I yelled hitting his hard chest.

" Oh? I thought...well I started to worry, I suddenly remembered your past and everything and second guessed myself.

I'm sorry if I hurt you baby. I shouldn't have lost control like that." He looked so worried.

I put my head on his chest.

" I wasn't thinking of my past. Infact, I never felt so good as when you were in control. I liked it, alot. How about you Tommy?" I turned to look at Tommy lying on his side facing away from us. He had a pillow over his head.

" Tommy!" I yelled.

He shrugged.

Now what was wrong with him?

Eivan pulled the pillow off of him.

" You ok man, did I hurt you too?" he worried.

"f**k off!" He yelled, obviously upset.

I stood up and grabbed a sheet, wrapping it around me.

" Excuse me a moment, gotta use the bathroom." I left quickly knowing that these two really needed to discuss some things, without me there.

*************

" Don't hold back, let me have it. Talk to me. Why are you mad at me now?" Eivan asked as he grabbed the pillow away from Tommy.

" You...you just get to pick and choose if you want to be...like. Oh, never mind!" He yelled, sitting up as he scooted near the openning to leave.

Eivan grabbed Tommy's arm.

" Don't leave." He said.

" Damn it coach! I'm not going through this up and down s**t with you.

I mean...one day I get lectured on how wrong I was to kiss you. And...you participated in that stupid kiss I may add. And the next day you are jerking me off.

I'm not doing this weird on and off game you wanna play. Just let me go. I'm going to find January. I'll sleep in the sand tonight. f**k off!"

He tried to shrug away from Eivan, but Eivan didn't let him go.

" Come here Tommy." He said pulling him in to his chest.

He held Tommy as he had held me, cradling him gently.

Tommy frowned up at Eivan too angry to respond. He shoved against Eivan's hold on him.

" Hey, relax!" Eivan commanded.

Tommy huffed and stared at him defiantly before turning his head away.

Eivan rubbed his thumb over Tommy's lower lip. "Look at me Tommy." He pulled his chin back to face him. Tommy was breathless seeing the desire in his eyes.

"I'm not the kind of guy to easily admit my feelings. I want a re do Tommy. Can you give me a rewind. I made a few mistakes lately."

Eivan grabbed Tommy's chin and slammed his mouth down hard right onto Tommy's.

I smiled, seeing the kiss.

I crawled back into our little bed and hugged them both.

" I need an orgasm, can you two focus on me please." I said as I hugged them.

They both pulled back and laughed.

I shoved Eivan down and took him. I rode him fast and hard as I wrapped my hand around his neck, squeezing the life out of him as I came again and again.

He finally cried out in a shattering release as I collapsed on top of him, soaking in sweat.

Tommy was lying next to us watching Eivan for any regret. Fearful of another rejection. He saw nothing this time and he smiled.

After a long while Tommy asked a question.

" Hey Coach, why did you stick your thumb up her butt? I mean it was pretty hot."

" Well didn't you already do stuff like that with her?" Eivan sounded surprised.

"No way. She ain't ready for that yet. She's just a newby." he said in response.

Eivan pinched my side. "You little trouble maker. You lied to me!"

I squirmed and pulled away, landing on Tommy's lap.

" January! You told Eivan I did that to you?" he shook his head as his wild hair shook around his shoulders.

He looked like a supermodel on set. Fluffing out his messy bed head.

" Well, I wanted you both to kind of feel left out, like maybe to make you both want to keep making love together like before." I admitted.

Tommy turned to Eivan,"So no tantric s*x then?"

" I don't even know what that is dude." Eivan said as he glared at me.

" Roll her over." He said.

They took turns spanking me for my lies.

I tried not to scream as they each swatted then rubbed my red cheeks. I wiggled to get free.

Soon my arousal became quite apparent to them as they softened their touch and started to caress me now, just how I liked it. Hot and messy.

It ended up to be a very long and eventful night.

We all slept in way past noon.

But this night had changed something in all of us.

Eivan finally opened up and released his true feelings for Tommy and I realized that I love being dominated by them.

I wanted to try some stuff when we got home. Some stuff on my mind that made me so turned on that I rode Tommy until he cried mercy.