A proposal.

We all went into the ocean waters to clean up a bit, then dried off in the sun. It didn't take long.

I took both of their hands and led them to the family cabin.

Tommy yelled,"Yes!" when he saw my blanket fort.

Eivan kissed my cheek, "good job baby. We need this, we missed this so much."

They both climbed inside and we all sat across from one another to catch up on things.

" So April is Ronald's daughter and your own mother let him hurt you to get back at your father?" Eivan shook his head in anger.

" I don't feel bad anymore for punching your mom, I kind of knocked her out too." Tommy admitted.

My eyes opened wide, picturing my mother being punched.

"Tommy!"

I shook my head. But I felt proud that Tommy defended me.

"Oh, also April wrote this to me and stuck it in the bag of food she packed for me."

I let Eivan read it first, then Tommy.

They both gave me that look, they were sad for me. For my childhood. I shook it off.

" Tell me, how is my daddy doing. I mean at first I was so angry with him, but he kind of redeemed himself by kidnapping me." I smiled warmly.

" Yeah, I was pissed at him. I might have busted his nose, sorry J." Eivan looked sheepish.

"Oh, is he ok?" My brow furrowed hearing about the fight.

" We are all good, he got us here in one piece. So yeah we like him again." Tommy chimed in.

As the conversation wound down, we all relaxed into the quiet comfort of just being reunited again.

" So...did you happen to find any rope or duct tape?" Tommy asked as he wrapped my wrists with one of his big hands.

I nodded. "Maybe even better."

I pulled open the bottom drawer in the kitchen.

We found a tool box with knives, tape, rope and a flare gun.

" Dad keeps emergency stuff in here."

Eivan tore off a piece of tape and placed it over Tommy's mouth.

I laughed.

We teased eachother and talked into the evening.

At nightfall, I started a fire as Eivan cooked dinner.

None of us bothered to get dressed.

I kind of liked to see them nude and visaversa.

Tommy sat next to me and fed me from his plate. Eivan put his finger in his potatoes and placed a glob in my open mouth as I sucked it off his finger.

They were both so attentive to me, I missed this so much.

After dinner we went back outside to watch the sunset.

The boys talked about fishing in the morning. I sipped my whiskey as they seemed to inhale theirs. I heard them getting louder and more animated as they got drunk.

I never laughed so hard.

When the sun went down, Eivan sat me on his lap, but Tommy took my feet onto his lap.

" J, you always said you never wanted marriage or a family, but what about having two men to love you the rest of your life?" Tommy asked, as he sucked my big toe into his mouth.

I lay my head back against Eivans chest.

" I never wanted to put all my trust in one man. A man like Adam who could destroy me.

I want you though. I won't lie. I would marry you both if I could.

Maybe we can decide who it will be legally and have a ceremony for all three of us. But boys, are you really willing to share me?"

They both nodded vigorously.

" J I can't see myself without you or Eivan in my life. I think you should marry Eivan, he's loaded.

He can protect you, at least financially. I know I'm much stronger physically though." Tommy puffed up his chest.

" Oh? You are a secret millionaire professor Bellstone?" I poked his tummy.

He shrugged. "Some quarterbacks have big mouths." He glared at Tommy.

" Ok, I will marry you both then. First I will marry Tommy in the states so it's legal, he did ask me first.

Then I will marry Eivan in the United Arab Emirates, I've researched this a bit, Dubai to be specific." I grinned.

Eivan dumped me from his lap and knelt before me.

" Will you, January Holmes be my wife. I love you so much. I can't imagine any life without you in it." He squeezed my hands in his.

Tommy nodded to me. "Say yes now J."

" Yes now J." I repeated.

Eivan threw his head back,"Uhg no teasing."

" Yes I would be honored. Infact I will even sign a pre nup." I nodded, as I crossed my fingers.

"No pre-nup. I trust you with my life and eveything I have will be yours. Both of yours." He grabbed Tommy's hand too.

Tommy sat next to us and leaned his head forward. "Let's kiss on it."

I leaned in as did Eivan. It was our first three way kiss ever. It was so damn hot.

All three of our lips met together. The boys brushing the corners of my open mouth, then I turned and melted into Ivy's mouth tasting Tommy on him.

Tommy waited until I grabbed his face and crashed my lips onto his, our tongues colliding.

" I want to see just you two kiss now." I said, leaning back breathlessly.

They shrugged as they pecked eachother's lips quickly.

" More tongue please." I squeezed my thighs together in my excitement.

They both leaned in very close. I was licking my lips in anticipation. Closer, closer. I felt myself getting heated as a pool of lust gathered between my legs. Yes...yes..do it.

Then they both fell back in a fit of giggles.

" No way. Not there yet J, sorry." Eivan said.

Tommy grabbed the back of coaches neck and slammed his mouth down onto Eivans.

He gave him a big wet, sloppy kiss all while looking at me out of the corner of his eye.

"That does it!" I cried as I tackled Tommy and Eivan to kiss them now.

Eivan picked me up and carried me back inside the cabin.

"Less sand in odd places." He whispered.

My lids were half closed. But I wanted to be well and thoroughly loved tonight.

Tommy stayed outside.

" Just us tonight?" I asked looking at the door.

" Oh, for now. We drew straws before we even came outside. I got to go first. I want you alone.

Tommy understands me. But, he can't wait forever, he's just a baby really." Eivan peppered my face with kisses.

He lowered me into the blanket fort and layed on top of me.

" I want you to feel what you do to me." He said.

I reached down and wrapped my hand around his arousal.

" Well, I meant here." He moved my other hand over his rapidly beating heart.

" Oh, sorry. Not sorry." I smiled widely.

He bit my neck as he sucked it then moved down to my n*****s and sucked them hard. He was creating a flood between my legs.

" J, I'm going to warm you up. Then I want you to take me like you did before, in your beautiful mouth. When I'm done you will be ready for Tommy. Understand?"

" I can take you both right this very minute." I sat up to call Tommy in.

Eivan slapped his hand over my mouth and shook his head.

" My way tonight." He said as he nudged my legs apart and slammed into me.

I laughed. "What about your big plan to get me ready for Tommy?"

" He's on his own. You are mine!" I nodded.

" I am yours."

Eivan pushed my straight legs up over his shoulders and held onto my ankles as he moved deeply inside of me.

I felt him throbbing as I released around him.

He couldn't hold himself back. He was once again too excited.

He threw my legs wide open and put his arms under my upper back to get as deep as possible as he wrapped my legs around his waist.

" Tell me you love me." He gritted out as he shoved into me harder and harder.

"I..love..you." I breathed out between thrusts.

" God I love you too, so much!" He released as he shouted my name. " Oh, January, yes!"