Being a family

Marissa's POV

As soon as we got home, I felt slightly embarrassed seeing Ethan in the light. I am blushing as I never would give myself like that to any man. I promised myself after that night that I thought I was with Liam that I would never do it again. I know that's what I have done in the car was slutty. I do not believe that I should have done that. Oh, well, what is done is done. I cannot take it back, and I do not wish to take it back. I know I can be pregnant again. Who cares? Ethan and I are in love. If we have another child, will it be so bad? I can look at the face of little Eric, and I believe that it is everything I need. I would love to have a little girl. However, I cannot look Ethan in the eye as we are now in the light. In the car, it was dark, and I could face him w……