What am I thinking?

Marissa's POV

What the hell was I thinking? Why did I tell Ethan to contact Marissa, and why did I tell him I liked him? I know he thinks Viper is a man. He does not like me because he said in so many words that he's not interested. I even put in that Marissa is hot. I wanted to know what he thought of me, and I did not understand why I was doing that because I did not know what came over me. What if Ethan finds out that I am Viper? I will never be able to look him in the eyes again. I feel embarrassed. I cannot believe I did something stupid like that. My phone rings, and I see that it is Ethan calling. My heart jumps in my chest. Why do I have to have feelings for this man? I know I do. Because every time he calls or I see his name and he talks to Viper, I don't want the conversati……