59. A death wish

KATLYN

I got dressed in less than a minute, absently noticing that my pantîes were once again missing but I couldn’t pay much attention to it when my hands trembled, my legs shook and for the unknown reason I felt like I was on the verge of breaking down and sobbing like a lost toddler in a supermarket.

I refused to believe that it was because of my misplaced guilt that I felt a prickle of or even the unreasonable jealousy that refused to go away at the thought of Zurich with someone else. Maybe it was just my unfulfilled desire, the release I wasn’t granted because like every other egoistical male Arjun took it on his ego when I refused to kiss him. He can go fûck himself for all I care! I only needed him for one thing, and who says I won’t kiss the man I really wanted to kiss……