Amelia's regret.

Amelia's POV

Simon made me cry again today. I do not know why I let him get to me. The doctor talked to me and told me it would be challenging for me to keep my job and look after a baby. I know he's right, so I'm considering letting somebody who wants a baby adopt mine. It is breaking my heart to believe that the little life I'm carrying inside of me will be taken away from me the day I give birth to them. I still do not know the gender, and I don't believe I want to see the gender because if I do, will I be able to give away the child? I have done many things in my life that I regret today. The one thing I do not regret is having my baby. I will make a plan to keep the baby. I don't think I will be able to give the baby away. It is all that I have left. I no longer have parents bec……