Irrevocably HERS

Serenity Romance

Growing up in the system allowed me to solidify myself as a complete loner, not giving a rats ass about anybody else except for myself. I never wanted anything to do with anyone else around me until the moment the air was knocked right out of my lungs when I met her. The moment she looked into my eyes, I knew I was a goner. She would bury herself deep down into my heart and latch on to my soul, and invade my mind while awake and dreaming. Her existence had me breaking all the rules and barriers that I had for myself. I needed her like I needed air to breathe, but, unfortunately, that didn't mean I changed for the better because of her. God, did she try though. She tried to be the love I desperately needed but instead of cherishing it, I allowed her to keep on giving while I selfishly took and never gave back. I've hurt her countless numbers of times. I've watched her light within my dark world fade from all the hurt I bestowed upon her. Do I allow myself to keep drawing her into my dark abyss or do I allow her to live a life of her own? Do first loves last forever or am I just doomed to be a miserable selfish asshole for the rest of my life, especially when my past comes to deal me another curve ball?

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