Finding The Reasons

(Point Of View): Connor

The sun pecked threw the trees finding its way in threw my curtains and shining on my face, I turned over getting my self up my back aching in pain from how uncomfortable it was sleeping on the tiny couch. I got up stretching looking over at the alarm clock reading sixAM, I mindlinked up for some breakfast and extra clothes for her. I went down to grab them at the front door, when I got back into the room her beautiful hazeled eyes gazed apon me as I entered inside“Good morning, how was your sleep? breakfast is here when you’re ready.” Walking over setting the tray on the table. She got up from the bed looking around “why I’m I here sleeping in this room and not with everyone else, why are you treating me different then the rest. Who are you and what to you want with me!?” I felt infuriated by the words coming out her mouth feeling broken at the fact she couldn’t feel our mate bond back, clearing my throat I shook off the anger creeping out “I’m Alpha Connor we are in The SilverMoons my pack territory, this is my house, before I answer anymore questions how about we eat something. By the way what’s your name?” She didn’t looked thrilled in anyway specially when I said where we were, I watched her watching my every move as we sat by each other “Alicia” was the only thing she said before eating her food ~” Alicia~” Ash repeated back in our mind as if it was the most beautiful thing he heard, we ate in silence, I admired her every move no matter how hard I tryed not to look her way. After eating I cleaned up the table while she got changed “how about we talk on the balcony” she nodded her head yes and walked out side, I walked up to the railing placing one hand on the railing looking over to watch the training on the field. Alicia slowly walked her self to the small table taking a seat on the chair also observing my warriors on the field, “so…you are all werewolves” I felt agitated but slowly assured myself the fact of her being a tribreed she don’t know much of anything or maybe noting at all. “Yes we are all werewolves” “so you can change into one” finally looking at me in a concerning way, I hesitate on answering, not being sure way shes looking at me the way she is“yes of course we can” fear looked like it took over her body after I said yes, and quickly looking back at the training field. “Alicia” saying her name causing her to shiver “if you don’t mind me asking when you did your transfusion to become a tribreed, did anything new happen to you in anyway or any connection between anything?” She looked terrified at the words coming out my mouth, like if she was stuck in some type of nightmare. “I’M NOT A MONSTER LIKE ALL OF YOU!” she yelled standing up from her chair forcing her self to walk fast back inside. That was outrageous ~”monster “~ Ash whimpered feeling rejected ~”why would she say that~” hurting from her words just as much as me, I walked back inside the room to her pasting back and forth, I walked over to her closer and closer, she stopped walking, now focusing her eyes on me. “DONT COME NEAR ME!” I ignored her continued walking right up to her, backing her up against the wall “ leave me alone, please, don’t hurt me” she said in a soft tone pushing against my chest. I grabbed her hands holding on to it lightly dropping it to the side of her, I pressed my body up against her now pinning her to the wall, she did noting but stair widely into my eyes. I leaned in placing my lips on her neck feeling her body tremble in pleasure, I placed my lips on the spot I would mark her making her mine ~”MATE”~ Ash growled threw our minds making it harder for me to resist her, if I do it now she might think of me more as being a monster thinking I’m just bitting her. I need to find out her story and earn her trust before marking anything, “I just want you” continued kissing her neck, I could feel her body giving in on each kiss I place on her, I stopped to look her in the eyes that quickly filled up with tears, seeing her take on so many emotions at once broke me. She cried on my shoulder holding back onto me, I cradled her up in my arms and took her to the couch she continued to hold on to me tightly. I sat on the couch with her still in my arms crying as I tryed to comfort her, eventually she ending up crying herself to sleep. I layed down on the bed still wrapping my arms around her, finally feeling the sensation of being whole. It was late in the evening when I started to feel her waking back up, she pushed her self out my arms as she got off the bed and headed to the bathroom. I linked up for someone to bring up dinner trays, I got everything set up on the table and waited on the couch for her to come back out. She came out and took a sit down on the couch next to me, she stared at the steak and fries that laid out on the plate. She picked up her fork and started rolling a fry around “so if your the Alpha, then where is your Luna?” I was shocked at the fact she knew anything at all, I cleared my throat hesitanted thinking of what I should say. Does she really not feel our bond, where the hell is her wolf was the only thing that ran in my head. “Haven’t find my mate yet” lowering my head as I felt the pain aching through out my chest, I went back eating trying to keep my mind from going crazy. “ what is a Luna?” “ a Luna is considered to be the Alphas mate, she helps lead and care for their pack” saying it a bit irritated. She placed her fork down looking around the room and looked back at me, she looked puzzled with questions “what is wrong” it didn’t take long for her to melt down with words “I was living a normal human life to becoming a slave to my own family and in only two days of knowing anything! Everything was fine till the nightmare at the docks, everything turned from that point. Finding out my uncle decided to be that monster, how, and why is any of this even happening?” She dropped her head, as I watched her eyes fill back up with tears. I moved in closer rubbing my hand up and down her back, angered by everything “Im sorry for what you had to go through, I just want you to know I’m here to help and I want to make this better okay?” She stopped crying lifting her head back up to me, I placed my thumb on her face whipping the tears “if it’s alright for me to ask, how did you, your brother and uncle become part of Reynolds pack?” She looked disgusted the moment I said the name Reynolds “Reynolds is my uncle” I stood up from the couch shocked and speechless as I just stared at her “you are related to Reynolds Klien?!” She shook her head yes looking confused to my reaction “my name is Alicia Klien” “why are you and your brother slaves to your own uncle!?” She was sad looking ashamed “because we refused to join him, we didn’t want to be apart of his tribreeds or rouges.” Noting but infuriating anger was talking over my body at this point, I immediately walked out the room not being able to control myself anymore. I had to leave I didn’t want to scare her anymore then she already is. Linking my beta on grabbing her brother and bringing him to my office right away, I headed straight to my office ignoring the small talk from the office assistants that are working in late. I stared out my window until knocks filled the room “come in” Malvrick opening the door slowly and sliding inside “ you requested for me sir?” “Take a seat” I waited til he sat before talking again “so, you and your sister are related to this Reynolds Klien?” He looked just as ashamed as Alicia did when I said that “yes” he said quietly “do you know anything on Reynolds plans or movements or why he even started his tribreed mix?” “No, I really don’t know anything before the whole transfusion night and getting attacked by other werewolves a year ago, my father and uncle were just regular town mobsters in kureville. They were pretty much mayors of the place sights they owned and ruled over everything they ruled long before me, my brothers and sisters were born. I used to work along side my father guys help operate most of the businesses and operations, but when I found out of our uncles new business partners places kept getting attacked and more of our people got killed. In the end me and my brothers had to help recover most of everything for our uncle while he hid back with everyone else at the safe house. When Reynolds had no choice in telling us everything he gave us little to no options in the actions that was happening next, he forced everyone in the family to be part of his tribreed pack and after we gave our answer, even if it was a no it was still forced apon us. We then became slaves for our own family even if we didn’t say no, it’s just more worst saying no by getting branded with an X and getting abused everyday. It was only me and Alicia saying no to him and becoming slaves, and honestly he looked like he took pleasure out of us being in pain.” I sat feeling infuriated by his words, the only thing my mind came back to was Alicia’s body and how stained it is in scars “is Reynolds the one who put those scars on Alicia?” Gripping the side of my arm rest feeling ready to kill “they are mostly all from him, yes.” I almost lost control but stayed professional the best I could “do you know why Alicia’s wolf is not with her, or has she ever talked about it?” “No sir every time I would bring up anything she either tryed changing the conversation or made like she was to busy to talk, all I know is she’s terrified the first time we got introduced to weres with Reynolds, Alicia was freaking out the whole time, she continues to say their monsters.” “Thank you Malvrick, tomorrow I’ll send Alicia over to you maybe talk with her and find out something’s.” “Thank you sir and yes I’ll talk with Alicia” I nodded my head, he got up from the chair and headed out my office, noting but fire rising inside me.