Misunderstanding

Hello everyone! Recently I have noticed I've not been living up to the expectations I have set myself or promised to my readers. I truly dislike not being consistent or fulfilling my promises, but for the last few months life has gotten extremely demanding for multiple reasons. ? I know it's not an excuse but I find myself pushing or changing updates so often that it's upsetting me too. So I've decided until life stops throwing stuff at me I will be changing my 'schedule' or in this case there will be no schedule. My aim will be to update both stories consistently as possible and for the most part I'll try to update them turn by turn so neither is neglected. I push myself too hard sometimes and it is catching up.? Thank you for understanding! ?