HEAR ME OUT

Here we are back at square one. Where everyone is trying to shove me back into the box I’ve climbed out of. Yea, we go again, breaking down every little thing I do. Wrong. All the things I. Should. Of. Done. Right. Constantly hearing I need you. Nah, boo hear me out when I say I’m still growing into the person I need to be. I’m not to blame because you don’t understand who I am now, you’re the one who walked away when I wanted you to stay. Mirroring me into a world meant for somebody else. Acting like I haven’t changed, pinned me to be like everyone else. Punishing me for trying to break away from the general curses bouncing around, breaking away from the chains that have been holding me back. So lay off from mirroring me into somebody I used to be, she’s gone. f**k off mirroring me into anything but who I am, s**t, I’m always hearing about what I’m not trying, like how the f**k would you know when you slammed the door in my face? How would you know what you were wanting when you didn’t even give me a chance?! Oh! That’s right, one conversation, one look and I don’t even reach your expectations of where your standards are. Ooo climbing the ladder of doubt, what do I do when it’ll never be enough for you? Why am I still around waiting for you to see how wrong you were? Of me. Hear me out, how am I in the wrong when your garden is full of weeds too?